Nobuyoshi Araki (via Nobuyoshi Araki “Past tense — Future, 1979 — 2040”)
My boyfriend came home early from work yesterday to assess the situation with the car. He says it’s $200 we don’t have that we’ll have to spend to fix it, but at least it is fixable. He calmed me down and told me it wasn’t my fault and he was just glad I wasn’t hurt.
I feel silly for being scared so easily, but it was my first accident while I was driving that I have ever experienced, so I suppose it’s somewhat understandable.
I also feel so vulnerable all of the time. My boyfriend and I are balancing on a very thin wire when it comes to our finances and our plans for the future. The slightest gust of wind can knock us both off so easily.
It just seems like every time we take one step forward, we end up taking a few steps back, and I don’t want that anymore.
So anyways, thank you everyone for the kinds words of concern, I greatly appreciate them. <3