I just don’t know what it is about me that can not seem to do anything above average in school. I am really just not good at it.
People make it seem like it’s because I don’t care or I’m just not interested, but I am! More so than some of the other people I see. I don’t understand how some of them finish with fabulous grades when they don’t even listen to a word the teacher says in class.
I listen so closely and I write it all down , I’m organized and I want to understand it all so badly, but I just can not seem to translate that into any of my work. Why?
Do I have some learning disability that no one has ever picked up on? Or am I really just not an intelligent person?
I’m so afraid I won’t pass some of my classes. If I don’t then I’m not sure they’ll let me continue next semester. If I don’t then I suppose it’s back to awful retail.
I guess I was born just to work like a mule and nothing beyond that.
But how tortuous that seems when I have the curiosity, just not the skill.
sometimes i get new followers and i’ll look at their blogs and literally nothing about me should appeal to them
but i’ve just realized i’m their shame blog
i’m the blog they follow to hide their secret interests
welcome my lost children, it is okay, do not shy away from the light that i have to offer you
I really wish I had more money this year. Only so I could get everyone I know and love the perfect gift. Especially since I actually have the time to wrap them with the utmost care.
Oh well, maybe next year!